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Chapter
14 - So, You Want To
Be A Teacher? The student meeting this particular evening was being held in the Beverly
Theater in Beverly Hills. Throughout
the evening I felt an agitation in my heart increasing. I had felt this stirring for over a week.
During the meditation I suddenly became aware of what it was
that was burning inside me. During the break I waited in the theater lobby. Rama sometimes walked around and made himself
available to us in this way. After
a while I spotted him and I quietly approached him and waited for an
appropriate time to gain his attention.
I waited patiently until he finished talking to another student. As he turned away, I said his name out loud.
His name is a mantra and I said it as such. He turned and faced me. I felt
myself starting to dissolve. I
was determined to state my intention. "Rama, I would like to be a teacher," I blurted out. He said, "Of course you do." I stood my ground. I asked, "When?" This question gained his attention. I
felt him look even deeper into me. "There is much more to teaching than you realize. In order to teach, a person needs to be able
to look deeply into those he meets.
The teacher should be able to 'see' the aura of his students
and to assess the damage and tears that the individual has on their
subtle physical body. He needs to have the ability to evaluate the
emotional body; is it out of control or unstable? How about the occult body? Where
in the body does it manifest most of its power? How powerful is it? A teacher needs to be able to look at the past-life
development in order to see karmic influences and gain insight into
the general direction the soul seems to be taking. What about the causal body? It's
important to have the ability to evaluate the potential that the individual
is capable of realizing in this life. "It is only when a teacher can account for all of these different variables
that a really effective series of techniques and recommendations can
be made. If a teacher starts
to teach before this awareness develops, then he will just be dealing
with the surface and that is not usually very effective and can even
be counterproductive and destructive." I stood there finally grasping all that was involved in my request. I was overwhelmed and painfully aware at how
little I could see or was even aware of.
Rama sensed this and smiled and said, "Just hang around. I'm sure that as time goes by you will begin
to see all these things. In
the meantime just keep up your meditation." I felt a deep-seated appreciation for his abilities and insight. I also had an increased awareness into how
Rama was able to deal with people such as myself. As I walked away, I still wanted to teach. The desire was even greater now that I saw how exciting it would
be once I could do all the things Rama said.
I had a long way to go. I
knew that I would need to wait until the right time and had developed
these skills to be really effective.
I had no idea that my association with Rama would create such advanced states of awareness in an incredibly short period of time! Next >>
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